Asking for help

It has been a week.
Every day.
I am finding reasons to do it:

• reward for a great audition
• make up for a not great audition
• celebrate a day off work
• and the reasons go on and on

I can't stop it. It has happened before, and I have no control over it. I am addicted to ice cream. Every night I need to get my fix. There is a new flavor - no Black Raspberry Chip - but a Raspberry Chip Cheesecake. It does the job.

I need but I want any help. I am choosing to suffer though these next three months until it is too cold.

I scream for ice cream. I scream insanely for it.